when i spirited into the mats i instinctively looked for you but your absence slapped me in the face.i lost nothing yesterday.my hall didn't retain the cheerleading championship and you weren't there.but i lost nothing.in fact i gained determination to be part of shelly's all girls' stunts team.and i am now hell bent to end things with you syeh muhammad hafiz.whoever you're going out with or contacting or whatever you call it can have all of you.last night was my epiphany.