i don't like the fact that SHE wrote on N's wall.but since we're just friends i can't really demand that N delete what SHE wrote simply because it's HER.

i miss my long-ish hair and my ridiculously long and thick fringe.actually i think i just miss how it looks like when i put it up in a "bun" with my pink pen.

i am falling sick from very odd hours and ridiculously erratic weather.i need some normalcy.can 14th january come any faster?i feel so damned drained.

i realised that i don't need H's presence as much.out of sight out of mind?maybe H's hiatus did me some good.i'm forgetting how it feels to be in bed with him.