can hear people caroling.i am so not in the mood for happy.blame it on the fact that i cannot lift my legs.like i need to use my hands to cross my legs and it kills to climb up stairs.but surprisingly my abs feel alright.on my way to getting a six pack.and looking great in bed.stupid oj always squeeze my fats.and speaking of oj.that boy just refuses to listen to me.his wisdom is killing him and affecting the other teeth and yet he refuses to go to the dentist."scary ah" he says.am alone at home on a saturday night.woe is me.maybe i should step out of my comfort zone and go catch a movie alone.i already miss nas and ami and zul.and just saw them like a few days ago?and P still hasn't gotten back to me regarding HL202.wilson and i are contemplating quitting school and rotting on toilet seats and in starbucks and at the same time i need to pimp him to terrence so that i have money.disgust is desire philophises wilson.so wilson's disgust towards terrence's advances is in actual fact his desire.killed himself by saying that.seriously.i'm very sad la actually.i didn't get to go for ocs boy's commissioning parade.and he's so not asking me to the ball.i was supposed to be that girl.the one who was there at the start and the one who is there at the end.but i guess it's just not meant to be.oh well.feel like going to starbucks to get atas kopi and finish reading murakami.hmmm.ilykthxbye.