simple jack's party was the absolute sex.
i am still tired from all the debauchery.
i got burnt cause of random cigarettes.
simple jack's house was an EPIC mess.
i would do all of it again in a heartbeat.
I LOVE YOU.OK.THANKS.BYE BYE.


LIBERATION.
i can already taste it.


Dearest Nasirah,
You are the best. In the past 6 going to 7 years, you've never given up on me. Even when I was a major bitch, when I looked like a car just ran over me, just to name a few times.
Nobody makes me smile like you do. Whenever we meet, it never feels like we've not met for so long because we just fall into a conversation. I never seem to run out of things to say to you. And I never tire of hearing your stories. You are such a great conversationalist. You know?
As you turn 19 today, I just want you to know that I think you're AWESOME. You are God's gift to me. Your dimpled smile never fails to make me smile. Your little quirks, unique to you alone never fails to cheer me up when I think of you and how much I miss you.
I know this is starting to sound more like a eulogy than a birthday wish, I'm getting to it. Babe, you could never be more beautiful or funny or smarter than you already are, because to me you are the most gorgeous, funniest, wittiest and smartest girl I've ever had the privilege and pleasure to have known.
I would not trade you for anything else in the world. I will never regret the things we've been through. I'd do all of it in a heartbeat because it means that I can do it with you.
And before today ends, my little prayer for you is so that god bestows on his most deserving creation love and happiness and success. Nobody deserves it more than you do. I love you babe. Always, all ways.
xoxo,
yanni.


22nd november 2008
22:56
oj
+659*******
anyway do you know that when i talk to you i get very serene and fulfilled inside?


there will never be disappointments if there were no expectations.ilykthxbye.


you're not the only one feeling nostalgic.ilykthxbye.


OMFG!I NEED EXAMS TO BE OVER SO I CAN GO INTO A D.I.Y FRENZY!as most who are in lit know i already have a grey dyed tee and a pink bleached tee (which needs to be re-bleached).i have 2 skirts in hall.one is my failed mini which will be transformed into a long patchwork-esque skirt.the other is a denim rahrah skirt with an elasticised(?) waistband.it's all undecided due to exams.just shredded my stockings.it was initially a stupid hole in the middle of nowhere that started running.and since i am such a drama queen i decided.hell all the way man.and shreded or rather made the run bigger and longer.now i am obssessed with the shredded tee i saw on childhood flames.and that holey backed tee.i need seam sealant.and i want to sequinfy my red dress/tunic thing.and meshed panels.and lace.and harem pants (which i've wanted since forever).and capes (MUMMY I AM SO SO SO COVETING THE ONE YOU ARE SELLING!).D.I.Y is such a good reason for me who is in a very very bad recession after buying 1 maxi dress,1 batwinged dress,1 dorothy-esque shiny shoes,1 river island plimsolls knockoffs and f21 spreeing thrice.and i fking love to pile my small small wrists with bangles and cuffs and beads so if you don't want yours i'd gladly take it in.the juxtaposition is SO love.my attempt at studying is a FAILURE.nvm i deserve rest after that hell of a systems paper.fuck man science and tech paper write until hand pain.i will die for my core modules.i just know it.and i'm so carting my blazer,denim jacket and many shawls to school.exams are such a perfect reason to pile on the layers.and i swear there is just something about fast food or maybe it's jsut macdonalds that makes me shit.i swear.the room we're in smells of stale cigaratte smoke.it is unwise to smoke in an airconditioned room my dears.i hate exams.omg.i hate 102.fuck it man.fuck it to the ends of hell and back.gahhhhh!and and and i miss my babe.sorry that was truly random but ya.i miss you babe!!!and SUNSNACK is the bomb.eating already peeled(?) sunflower seeds is orgasmic.i swear yo!and i NEED an occasion to wear my maxi dresses.picnics on ADM rooftop?!lol.and can someone please seriously teach me how to fly a kite.i cannot wait for the flea at PLAY on the 27th.sell off all my ugly slogan tees.don't know what the shitte i was thinking.probably wasn't thinking actually.i want a venti Starbucks iced passion tea with SIX(cause it's babe's favourite number) pumps of raspberry!!!ouh and was just chatting with oj and we concur on how feelings are a weakness.will elaborate when my brain is not (as you can see) filled with so much trivialities.i feel like growing out my hair.wm's theory of long hair-ism is getting to me.and i haven't had long haor in donkey years.and the process will teach me perserverance.ok.i am dying already.going to watch season 1 og gossip girls in all its glory.teehee.happiness is the milleu i am in now.ilykthxbye.


the people in my blog whose names are never mentioned are all fictitious.teehee.i'm in a nicotine high.teehee.wm should stop calling me baby and babe.i know it means naught but it still makes me high.teehee.nicotine rocks.oj in the morning is the bestest pick me up you could ever ask for.lol.i am not making sense because my mind has been corrupted by systems for everyone.SCREW GENERAL SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY PRESCRIBED ELECTIVES!ok before i murder someone or tape up my eyelids or as wm suggested glue them up with superglue i will go and sleep.ilykthxbye.


my life is lacking frivolity.and seriousness.i mean yes exams are a serious affair but i am so godforbiddenly lassiez fairre about it.i need school so i can bitch about all the ugly things people wear.perhaps that survey about which tertiary institution having the u-g-l-y-est people and ntu being it was right.i need to do something that does not involve food,gossip girls and my bed.no OJ not in that sense.perv.ok.i should go shower and do my laundry and clear my thrash and make my bed (only to mess it up if OJ comes).teehee.maybe life still has it's frivolous moments.ouh.i know i may not have the perfect body and we all know i don't have flawless skin but if what's here isn't hot then i'll be damned.ilykthxbye.


gahh.it has not been a productive day.for one i woke up at noon.(god bless the rain baby).and i've been eating nonstop cause i just restocked my food stash in hall.(read:soup,canned tuna,mashed potatoes,etc).and i'm happily streaming gossip girl to watch.(let it air here already).and fireman thank you for being such a sweetheart yesterday.(and sorry about the ciggs).so anyway i really should study but i ended up doodling on my river island plimsoll knockoffs.(and it looks like shitte now).and i should do something about my love hate relationship with my weight.(it's getting really old).i need motivation to study.(ironic how i am not tempted to chat when i study with you).i hate exams.can't they base everything on my assignments.then my gpa will at least be a 3.0 unlike now.the uncertainty of exams is torturous.and i need to pay for stupid miscelaneous fees.omfg.can this sem end already.please.and i am so in a recession.(too much retail theraphy).omg.study yanni.STUDY.ilykthxbye.


it is only shallow people who do not judge by appearances.the mystery of the world is the visible,not the invisible - oscar wilde.when you think about it...it does ring true,no?we are always going on about the things we can't see when we barely know much about what we can see.ever question why someone presents themselves a certain way?why did the author write it this way and not the other?why oh why?if you don't know the visible how is it that you will know the invisible?when you don't know the outside you already want the inside.ok.i'm not making sense.i've been studying too much with caine aka god and wilson aka the idiot.and smoking too much with them and watching them at their annual butt flicking competition.and laughing at the idiotic antics and things said when we are all dying from the information overload,hunger and cold.AND wilson i so did not sabo you.so stop it sei.ilykthxbye.


i felt like typing something.but that something is eluding me.perhaps it's a rhetorical something.or maybe it exists in organic time while the rest of me is in mechanised time.perhaps it doesn't exist in this dimension but does in another.it's all subjective.so that something.maybe it will only exist in the blanks between the words that are already here.it could possibly only be understood by those with implicit knowledge about that something.perhaps.anything's possible.ilykthxbye.


hey you.thanks for dropping by with the big goofy smile and making me laugh and forget that school is killing my ass.to just sit down and chat is truly a luxury.and i think your bike is damn cute ((: i shall now go and do my assignment.ilykthxbye.


BEFORE.lol.ok.taken same day.and i just wanted to show off my green eyes.yes very pointless.