lol.spent the whole day at my uncle's place where my grands were raya-ing at this year.just sat and stuffed my face to the point that my kain(skirt) that was loose in the morning felt tighter at the end of the day.lol.played with the kiddies.caught up with my aunts and uncles.and just basically basked in the love that was overflowing from my uncle's place.

this year's ramadhan has been a really trying one for me not only because i was doing it alone but also because me and amirul aka my best friend were not on speaking terms.parts i've said all i can say.i've trully forgiven you.one mistake is cancelled out by the innumerous times you've always been there for me.you were and i hope will always be the one thing i can fall back on.while at times we may go for months not contacting each other but we both knew that the other would be there regardless.i don't know what it is that's going through your mind right now or even if you still read this but i just want you to know that it's the first day of syawal.a good day for forgiving others and yourself.anyway i just wanted you to know that despite what has happened you're still my parts.

on a lighter note.tomorrow's my brother's pop.hope to see plenty of eye candy.haha.suddenly remembered a convo that occured between me and lala.i think i'm kinda resigned to certain things in life ready...
lala: eh u seriously not contacting anyone right now?
me: yups.swear on my boobs.
lala: but whyyyyy?you choosy ah?
me: how to be choosy when got no guy?

babe.you still make my heart skip beats.ilykthxbye.