to forgive (i think) is human,to forget is divine.i have forgiven you what you did but i just cannot forget how you made me feel and how through it you killed all the trust that i had in you.talking to others made my doubts and mistrust of you only grow with each day.i tried.tried to act normal but i simply cannot pretend that i was not hurt by your rash actions.i know i have no right to speak of rashness.and i am not making an exception here.all i am merely pointing out to you is that i may have forgiven you but the trust is lost.the love is gone.the comfort i feel when i am around you is negated.you have become a stranger to me.it disheartens me that 6years of being my friend did not equip you with the ability to discern my likes and dislikes.how could you call yourself my friend and not have known that i would never have thought that what you did was funny in any way.i just don't get it.maybe what smh told me so many years ago is true.maybe i should have listened to mabmy when he told me not to trust you so much.i really don't know anymore.harapkan pagar,pagar makan padi.that's how i feel.betrayed.