lecturers are nonsense.i want to cry.start lectures at like 0830 and end a 2hr lecture at 0915.and my tragus is still super swollen.it doesn't hurt though.finally told my mum what happened and she was quite nice about it.and superman is still in hospital.and i'm still in hostel.trying to embrace university life in its entirety.i don't feel like i belong.not yet.i the meantime.ilykthxbye.