decided to let my tragus heal.it was freaking swollen and hurting badly.so anyway...i think i like someone and it's fking ridiculous cause we barely text and let's not even talk about meeting.RRAAHH.i should just turn lesbian.won't have to worry when your period is late,can get your girlfriend to get feminine related stuff and you won't draw a blank stare,can turn guys on with hot girl on girl action,the list just goes on.freaks.i need a distraction.and my knee is still hurting.maybe i will see a doctor tomorrow since i've no school.must calculate all the damned cost of going cause i'm really tight this month.it's all good though.it's all good.i think i only like this guy cause he is so freaking unattainable.tall.wellbuilt.malay.funny.calm.but he is really damn not in my league.but his kisses are oh-so-...i'm so messed up.so anyway school's going to be full force from next week.i don't think i'm able to make the touch team.which is going to seriously kill me.maybe i should try a new sport.we will see.until next time.ilykthxbye.